I never thought I could...

I never thought I could be a mom, college student, and have a full-time job.  Before Rylen came, I spent my life doing whatever I wanted to do.  Allen and I were very spontaneous and flew by the seat of our pants.  We had a blast partying all the time and taking random trips to the mountains or the casino.  Now, everything has to some what be planned and organized around Rylen.  We can't just up and go when we want and we couldn't anyway.  That child sucks all of our money away, lol.  Which is fine because he is our life now.  It is not easy taking care of him, going to school, working, cleaning and everything else.  But, I wouldn't change it for the world.  At least we can both say we sowed our wild oats and had fun enjoying life before we got pregnant.  Most people now can't say that because girls are having kids way too young.  It's stressful, hard, and even depressing at times but, we have an amazing life and sweet boy to take care of now!!

This semester so far has been....

HECTIC!!!  I have thoroughly enjoyed all of my classes this semester, but it really has been completely hectic.  Between the holidays and breaks, it just feels like were are so crammed to get everything done and completely rushed.  I really wish I had the time to actually learn instead of memmorize everything just to get a good grade.  I actually enjoy learning and gaining new knowledge, but the only thing school teaches is that you better pass.  With college, learning is not important, it's getting that passing grade and spending all of your free time doing useless homework.  I wish colleges actually taught.  Actually let the students learn, really learn the material so it is not forgotten a month later. 

I absolutely hate....

I absolutely hate writing papers.  I feel like I speak proper english and for the most part write proper english. But, I am a horrible writer and always get stuck when trying to write any kind of paper.  I can always think and know what I want to say, but have the worst time trying to put it on paper.  I can't and don't remember all of the rules of writing and all of the grammar rules.  I always wait until the last minute to write any paper because I have absolutely no choice but to get it done.  I only do this because I hate writing papers and I am a total procastinator.  Although, I think if I had more time I would enjoy it more.

If I had superpowers, I would want to be able to....

If I had superpowers, I would want to be able to be invisible with incredible strength of the mind and body.  Invisible because I could get away with doing anything without anyone being aware of my presence.  I would also be able to spy on my fiance wihtout him knowing. That way I know he is doing what he says he is doing.  I would love to have incredible strength of body so I could do extraordinary things to help others.  In the case of accidents or disasters, I would be able to help save lives.  Strength of the mind, so I could be more intelligent and move objects with my mind.  It would be incredible to have any kind of superpowers.