I absolutely hate....

I absolutely hate writing papers.  I feel like I speak proper english and for the most part write proper english. But, I am a horrible writer and always get stuck when trying to write any kind of paper.  I can always think and know what I want to say, but have the worst time trying to put it on paper.  I can't and don't remember all of the rules of writing and all of the grammar rules.  I always wait until the last minute to write any paper because I have absolutely no choice but to get it done.  I only do this because I hate writing papers and I am a total procastinator.  Although, I think if I had more time I would enjoy it more.