I never thought I could...

I never thought I could be a mom, college student, and have a full-time job.  Before Rylen came, I spent my life doing whatever I wanted to do.  Allen and I were very spontaneous and flew by the seat of our pants.  We had a blast partying all the time and taking random trips to the mountains or the casino.  Now, everything has to some what be planned and organized around Rylen.  We can't just up and go when we want and we couldn't anyway.  That child sucks all of our money away, lol.  Which is fine because he is our life now.  It is not easy taking care of him, going to school, working, cleaning and everything else.  But, I wouldn't change it for the world.  At least we can both say we sowed our wild oats and had fun enjoying life before we got pregnant.  Most people now can't say that because girls are having kids way too young.  It's stressful, hard, and even depressing at times but, we have an amazing life and sweet boy to take care of now!!